May 2012
Reblog this if you hate your appearance, have self...
To lovelytrainwreck!!!! :)
This is to lovelytrainwreck because for some reason I can’t post on anybody’s blog: happy birthday sweetheart! Stay beautiful :):)
I need help. I cant stop cutting but no one is really taking it very seriously. Idk what the fuck to do.
God I can’t stop thinking about things that make me feel like shit. I can’t stand feeling this way. I hate them all but I want them back. What the fuck is wrong with me? I need a love. I need a boyfriend or girlfriend. I need to feel special and I need to make someone feel the same. But nobody wants to date a fuck up like me. No one. Not anymore.
I kinda sorta really hate myself. People always find a way of making me feel bad for even talking. Or living.
Last night my parents made fun of my suicide attempt. I know that they’re still trying to get a grip on what happened but really? It didnt hit me how much that hurt until today….
I am so sick of this place. I hate this school and i want out. Now.
"If you were my girlfriend..." finish in my ask
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Well i asked her out. Didn’t go well. I think I was expecting it to. Goddamn didn’t I teach myself not to expect good things anymore?
If anybody needs to talk, you can talk to me about anything
billet-d0ux:
Broken down dreamers, on so many nights
Cracks in the porcelain, wrists held tight
First a wade in, then a dive
The razor digs deeper, the memories hide
At first it’s a trickle, then it’s a wave
The blood on your hands makes the pain go away
For a moment you’re flying, for a moment you’re free
Then you turn to the mirror and hate what you see..
Reblog if you're single as fuck
It’s already may. I’m scared as hell right now that i wont graduate. Fuck.